I first saw God when I was a child, six years of age.the cheeks of the sun were pale before Him,and the earth acted as a shygirl, like me.Divine light entered my heart from His lovethat did never fully wane,though indeed, dear, I can understand how a person’sfaith can at time flicker,for what is the mind to dowith something that becomes the mind’s ruin:a God that consumes usin His grace.I have seen what you want;it is there,a Beloved of infinitetenderness.St Catherine of Siena